Dying

I feel like I'm dying. I'm on the edge. I could either fly or fall. But I just can't seem to jump out. Here goes everything....

Actually, everything does not depend on this. I need to get it through my head and heart that this is not the begining or the end and that it's just not that big of a deal.

So why can't I just do it?!!!

Grateful Dead

A weekend with the grateful dead. Went to my step great grandmother's viewing and funeral. Drove my brother's new car down to LA, stopped at Bodies: the Exhibition in Vegas on the way. A bunch preserved cadavers. Went to Forest Lawn in LA - a fancy cemetary. Yup. The theme was death. But I survived.

We went to the beach.